Far away

Oh, Lord.
Why?
Why is it that you can feel so close one moment, and thousands of miles away the next. Can I really go that far so fast? How do I get side tracked? How do I lose sight? One moment I'm in your arms, and the next I'm searching blindly for You.
I'm here in this place that you have brought me. I am living and learning and loving, but I long to be in your presence. It's like I'm missing a part of myself when i feel far away from you. I know your there. I know your listening, and even while I wander around aimlessly you are already running to me, but I can't help but miss you.
You are here. You are in this room, and inside of me, but how can I feel so far away?