Smellin' Coffee

"I'm sitting here in this quiet coffeehouse just soaking in the day. I'm watching the people walking in and out going about their lives. And I'm struck by the realization that I am one in a sea of people. One breath in a pool of air. I am so insignificant in the broad picture, but then I remember that I am beautifully and wonderfully made. The maker of the stars care about the "insignificance" of my life. the little things that bother me he cares enough to listen and answer. When I call out his name he hears me. Amongst all the chaos of the day he listens to the chaos of my mind. He's the Creator of life. He's the builder of the universe. He's the glue that keeps the human body together. (Laminin, go ahead look it up) He's my anything and everything. Not only that, he's yours he's their's. The people that are walking across getting their incredibly complicated drinks, he is theirs. He is amazing, awe-inspiring and astounding. I have one question for you, the reader. Do YOU know him?"

Okay, so this is a little excerpt from what will become a longer piece ( i think). Well, except for the last couple of sentences. I don't remember how long ago it was I wrote it, but I posted it on one of my other blogs, and I decided it was worth transferring over here, as now this will be my only real blog. I don't really remember why I wrote, except that I was showing a girl I met this really long blog I had written about, at the time, THE single most hardest day of my life emotionally, spiritually, mentally and physically. Since then, unfortunately I have had to live through another day even worse than that one, a day that realized one of my deepest darkest and oldest fears. If you really want to know then I'll post it, but I don't feel like doting on the past anymore. I don't even want to read that old post again just because writing it was my closer, and every time I read it I have to relive it. I want to not focus on the pain I went through, but the strength I was given to push on and not only survive it but learn from it.